Monday, September 30, 2013

Essay Brainstorm

I’ve kind of already made up my mind on what I want to write about for my essay. The first prompt I think is the best for me because of the event that happened with my mom. The divorce between my parents and her walking out on me and my sister have definitely shaped who I am as a person and I feel as though that might be something I want to write about. The other three prompts I really couldn’t think of anything.


Outline

  1. The news and the change
  2. When she got engaged and decided to move
  3. The ensuing months and how it got worse
  4. The decisions I made that affected me a lot
  5. What I deal with today and how I still struggle with the events that happened and the decisions I made

Friday, September 27, 2013

Flipped

Hurt and pain were all I could remember. The utter shock when it first got deep within my heart just about killed me. I never saw it coming. She left me; didn't even care. My whole world was flippe upside down and I felt so empty. The day my mom left was the hardest day of my life. She never even told me she was leaving, the only thing I got was a text a week late saying that she was all settled in. I remember feeling so abandoned by one of the people who was supposed to be genetically programmed to love me. I couldn't understand it, but the biggest decision I made that day was that I wasn't goin to let her decision define me. I was going to be better and do better than her, that I knew for sure.

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

The Movie that Changed my Life

There are so many movies that I feel changed my life but the one movie that stand out to me would have to be The Breakfast Club. I saw it right before I was about to go into high school and at first I thought it was just another stupid high school movie like my parents had made me watch before. After the first 20 minutes I was thoroughly engaged in the movie. There was a hidden cynical comedy behind the obvious jokes. It showed me how people with different backgrounds, personalities, and social groups sometimes interact with one another. As the movie continued the five began to have more serious conversation. They explained to one another why they were there and the movie took on a more serious role. They were all sitting in a circle explaining things about themselves when you began to see the empathy that each of them had for each other. It showed me that it was okay to be different and that inside were all still human beings and despite what we show on the outside were all relatively the same on the inside. It eased my fears about going into high school, instead of worrying about who I was going to be I just worried about being myself and accepting everyone. Through this I knew that others would learn to accept me for me. This led me to discover a statement, although cliche, that I live by: Don't judge a book by it's cover. I've met so many amazing people by just allowing myself to know who they are on the inside instead of on the outside.